Hope...

I feel like my Soul is in a coma
I need some time OFF.I need a break .. a break of everything .. even me
I'm so tired .. I can not function properly. I need to breathe some FreSh air .. I need solitude. I need some loneliness .. just me
me, myself & I

cuz the presence of PPl is somehow hurting me
scrating my weary soul .. rasing hope in me

I don't understand ppl.. the way they act really makes me feel uncomfortable & make me doubt the presence of those who understand me.. what's wrong with behaving, what's wrong with being nice to ppl
is it so hard to wish ppl what u wish for urslef? is it that hard?

it's really disappointing when u see ppl act in a way that doesn't suit their position. those R a minority, 'n their behaviours r supposed to match their postitions, yet u always find those silly ones here 'n there, those who don't have the lowest ethical standards to fill any job in the society.. I wonder what kind of ppl will they B in the future.



سئمت الناس و تفاهاتهم
سئمت نظراتهم.. افكارهم و عقولهم الصغيره
كل ما اريده الآن هو ان اختلي بنفسي
في احدى زوايا هذه الدنيا الكبيره ..
في مكان بعيد جداً..

اشعر بأنني تائهه في هذا العالم
لا افهم الناس.. تصرفاتهم السخيفه

قررت البحث عن عالم يحتويني

فأنا اريد ان اعيش في عالم مختلف.. عالم ليس كهذا الذي اعيش فيه اليوم في شيء
عالم خالي من الكذب و الاقنعه.. عالم مبني على الصدق و الاخلاق
عالم لا اكون فيه غريبه.. عالم انتمي اليه
و يبقى السؤال.. هل سأجد هذا العالم يوماً ؟